With the desire in history, it has made it so I wanted to find out where my family and Nate's family came from. In return it has helped me with some of the rough times in my life.  After I had Brock, the DR.s told me to not have any more children due to me only having one kidney, but I was able to have Lydia. In the middle of my two children, and the pain of not being able to have any more kids, I looked into my family history. One day while I was researching I came upon something. I was surprised on how many families were only able to have one or two kids. I had this overwhelming feeling like it was my ancestors way of helping me, and pointing out that I am still a mom to 2 wonderful children who need me to be their mom. I realized that the women had felt the way I did. And even though they had passed on, they still felt my pain while they were alive. I believe that they watch us and want the best for us..........